Every day seems to get worse. New problems arise with no answers. They know what I go through, and yet they don't stop. They keep going, as if they enjoy my pain. I don't know whether to just leave them behind and never talk to them again, or just stay and keep taking the blows. If I were to leave, I'm not sure where I would go. Sure I'd eventually find my way, but I'd probably miss the old group. I mean sure I was the end of the jokes, but most of them are kidding. MOST.
I still wonder though...why is it always me? Because I'm an "easy target"? What kind of fuckin excuse is that? Yeah I may be biggest target, and the easiest, but that doesn't mean I'm the strongest. Yeah I "fail" and get "owned" a lot, but is it really necessary to make fun of it? Whatever. I either take the shots, or move on. We'll see where it goes from here.
Period 5 2017 Blogs
7 years ago
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You know what? I feel the same way. I am sensing you`re talking about your friends, or people you hang out with. Well, I`ll rant about the same story. I used to hang out over there by the auditorium and then that one girl kept picking on me, however, I didn`t like it. She kept going on, and I told her to stop. I know she does enjoy my pain and then I got so sick of it, I wrote a letter saying the truth, and left the group, slowly & slowly. I didn`t know where to go, but it`s a good start to find somewhere. Now I found my way in front of the 200 building. I miss the other`s from my old group, but heck. I got to live with it. I found better friends, that isn't like her. Even if she was playing around, it goes on and on.
It`s not always you. It's always people who are like. Well, Idkk o_o. I am one of the one`s getting picked on, but still. I was the smallest, & yahh. I mean, once in a while is alright with me, not sure about you so yeah. All the time doesn`t cut it. ;o! Just move on (: If they miss you, they`ll stop and take you back.
What is wrong Andy??O-o Well that is how life is..Things happen for a reason. But from this experience you will eventually become a stronger person. LOL, I have no idea what I just said but okay ^^.
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